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Jun 19, 2010 14:19

I had to throw out two very cherished and loved people out of my circle this week. I'm running crazy trying to get the house ready, trying to get my clothes washed, trying to get things settled up for JT and I... it's been a real mess. I'm pretty much the bad guy for a while for a lot of people, but I don't give a flying fuck. I keep my promises. I ( Read more... )

feel like it's my birthday, rushed, the great paper chase, brick by brick, wtf self, turning up the heat, between the good and the bad, i can has sanity nao, midway mayhem, reaching for heaven, miss y'all like crazy, in before sleep bitch sleep

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marisaserise June 20 2010, 22:07:57 UTC
I love Mad Men so fucking much. Don and Roger are my favorites. I hate Peggy, I hate Betty. Cooper is weird. I LOVE Joan and I wouldn't even mind some hot Joan/Don action -- she's too much for Roger (don't know how far you are into Mad Men -- I'm now on Season 2, Episode 10...)

I'm already thinking of the yaoi/slash tho -- Don/Roger is made of so much fucking win... Don/Pete scares me... but I wouldn't mind watching Don make Pete his bitch...LOL.

Marriage/kids has never really been my thing -- and it amuses me that so many people find this shocking. I just think I have other talents and parenthood is a damn talent that you either have or you don't, really. There's plenty of kids that are fucked up six ways from sunday due to this 'everybody should be a parent' social conditioning. Blah.

LOL @ 'stalking my journal' -- Juno-star, you're a trip. :D

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marisaserise June 20 2010, 22:01:00 UTC
I love your fucking icon.

It's okay -- a circle needs to take care of their own. I've given that person numerous chances to care for me, to celebrate in my life -- holy shit, I love you and all, but you totally outshine that person! He has to realize...when floating internet people care more for me than someone that has known me for NINE FUCKING YEARS, that's a problem.

To the left, to the left, everything you own in a box to the left? :) I have no idea. :D

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stopwatch_plz June 20 2010, 21:26:07 UTC
You are so the confidant version of me it's just scary... dominant female, poly, bisexual, non-monogamous, single by choice & childless by choice... This could - and has at many points - have been written by me.

. I am happy for them...but that type of life makes me feel bored.And I was just thinking this today. I went to visit a friend of mine (the girl whose wedding I came to in PA last year), and I love her to bits, but they've moved out to this little apartment in this middle-class, picket fencing area that looks like something from a magazine, and it's just so... predictable. I'm still wanting to go crazy and dress up in cosplay and go out and get drunk and pull the wrong people and stay up all night and forget people's names the next morning *grin ( ... )

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marisaserise June 20 2010, 22:04:50 UTC
I love my life as it is -- I get up when I want, I spend whatever money I want, I essentially do anything that tickles my fancy (lol, punny) at that moment. Some people say that it's selfish -- but I always get those little sideways comments like "boy, I wish..." or "Well...that would be nice..." and a quick "Oh, but I LOVE my Mini Me SO MUCH LIKE WHOA".

Mm, methinks the parent doth protest too much...

I think my resentment comes from the fact my friends went into Wife/Husband Mode and then Mommy/Daddy mode and forgot all about little Marisa... and the child is used as the all encompassing excuse...unless it's to lure me into babysitting because "what better do you have to do?"

Gee, thanks. I know it fucks with your reality, but not everyone wants to chase children and bask in the oh so bright glow of parenthood. It's not my bag. You want someone to watch your kids? There's this thing called the sitter. Call them. Unless the alphabet got rearranged, "copywriter" and "sitter" don't even share space next to each other... unless you' ( ... )

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