Im scared and all alone

[marish143]

Things are going downhill for me again, i dont know what to do..to go or not to go (those of you who know) i mean it would (i think) would help me out so0o0o much and id be happy again i think but then if i go ill miss some of school, my 18th birthday thingy and ill miss my whole summer and more and my marlins games (hah) cant live without them.

Comments

[x0xsweety215x0x]

my love i think i know what ur talking about! i think u should do it... it may be scary but facing it will only make u stronger!! i love you and always will!! :)

[marish143]

awww thank you!!! heh i love you!! yeah i think im probably going to go =-/

[immortal_bitchx]

what are you talkin about? I have a few ideas but I'm not sure.. don't tell me your starting that shit again? BE GOOD AND STRONG! i miss ya oxo

[marish143]

lol no not THAT shyt but kinda some other stuff thats related to it..its horrible..but yeah ill tell u later if ure on or something..so how have u been? i miss ya ..do u think maybe this week we could do something liek we were supposed to on friday? just hang out wud be nice but if ure busy i understand..guess what? MY MARLINS ARE WINNING 7-0!! lol hah thought u heard the last of them huh..thanks for the comment.. i miss ya 2 xox

[immortal_bitchx]

well you never called me or anything plus i worked and was dealing with some friend stuff thats going on.. so whats going on with u now?!?!?!? and i'm leaving wednesday to go out of town, be back sunday i think and i'm going to see ms. pain in the ass jessica tomorrow/today at 2. so yeah.

[marish143]

o0o0 alright well ill call u before u leave hopefully or ill just talk to u when u get back ok?