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[marish143]

THATS IT...IM A LOSER, IM FAT AND NONE OF MY FRIENDS CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE. WHATS LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDS? NOTHING -MAYBE I JUST DONT DESERVE TO BE ON THIS EARTH ANYMORE. IS IT MY FAULT IVE LOST ALL MY FRIENDS? NONE OF THEM TALK TO ME OR EVER WANT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME? WHAT HAVE I DONE? IS IT HOW UGLY AND FAT IVE GOTTEN? IS IT THE CUTS ON MY

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[fuh_laca]

aw marish dont say all that! you're crazy.. i wish i still lived over there so we could hangout, but hey, my car will be outta the shop in like a week or two so well def. be hanging out! stop thinking all this bc its not true, i ahvent seen you in awhile but im sure you look amazing. nd if anyone stops talking to you bc of how you look or what you say or do, then you dont need them anyways. i miss you + cant wait to chill!!!
♥flaca

[marish143]

awww!!! u made me smile! thankyou a lot! aww yeah id like that!-to chill with ya! i just started the south beach diet today so im hoping i can drop some lbs that i gained! im telling u i like gained 15 lbs its AWFUL! but yes i miss you lots and would love to hang out with u again! i didnt know you drive! everyone is driving! im going to be the last one to get my liscense! uggh! this sucks! yet another thing i have to work on..losing weight and getting my damn liscense! hah well i gues im going to go! thank you again! you're so sweet! xoxobye ttul! 143~

[xxbabyshellyxx]

hey girly whats up hows ur summer!?!?! omfg ive gained weight and i neeeedd youuuu to help meeeee!!!!!! so give me a call and we can go to the gym together from now on!!! luv yaz!!! 143 xOOx

[marish143]

awww really? yyeahh id love that so muchh!! do u belong to a gym!? i do .. umm i dunno if i have ur number so ull have to give it to me!! i could really use a gym right about now! haha thanks for commenting! miss ya!! 143 xox

[marish143]

well im 5'1 and im 141 lbs thats DISGUSTING!! i wanna be 98* for long term goal but my short term goal is back to 115! i need major help..yeah lindsey is so0o0o pretty!! id give anything to look like her! what are u r stats?

[immortal_bitchx]

marish i am gonna smack u upside the head! stop talking like that. jeez ur starting to sound like me. why did u quit? go see ms. jessica and talk to her about everything. i think u should get some help. i don't want to see u like this. i would do stuff with u but i've been rather busy. come work at char hut! lol. ugh. now stfu, k? ur not fat. i am.

[marish143]

hah u make me laugh salvo i mean stephanie! =-) i quit because im a loser and im a quitter thats why! lol i guess i thought i had too many hours but i should have just asked for lesser hours and eh i dunno i have a therapist and i have an appt at 4 so imma talk to her about things but thanks for commentings and tellin me these things but yeah im FAT u havent seen me in awhile ..hah are they hiring for char hut? what would i do there? if i could get a job there i guess i would its a job and id be closer to gettin my fricken liscense im in so diar need of! lol

[immortal_bitchx]

lol. u'd be doing whatever...there is like 10 or so different jobs, u'd be trained and whatever they put u on is what u do.. i'm sure they are hiring.. they always are! lol and yeah u better talk to her about things

[marish143]

haha eh ill think bout it who knows! lol ahh i just walked home from this appt it was like 20 minute walk and i did it before there was a mix up for appointments and its tomorrow at 3 ..lol so i got my exercise in for today! haa

MARISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[sh0rtstuff88]

whats wrong holy cow i got your cacrd and i was like WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT?!?! sorry that i havent been there but i have been working 2 jobs :-/ but now for 2 weeks i only work one...then i go away for a week...to south carolina, and i tried your house right, and i got your machine, 3 times, so i didnt know what to do, and i went to work after that and now im done...but just know

I <3 You With All Me Heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3
Your Stephie

Re: MARISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[marish143]

oh well no its okay its not ure fault. ive just had a horrible summer, i haveny done SHYT with any of my friends not that i have very many and ive just been so lonely. i have nothing to do but sitaround watch tv, and eat. a boring life i tell you. so whatever i dunno what to do anymore these days..same old same old stuff gettin fatter then ever as well..but thanks for the comment ne ways