black star, black star, black star, white star ( Read more... )

Despite the open window in the room of long absence, the odor of the rose is still linked with the breath that was there. Once again we are without previous experience, newcomers, in love. The rose! The field of its ways would dispel even the effrontery of death. No grating stands in the way. Desire is alive, an ache in our vaporous foreheads ( Read more... )

I have never been perceived, by anybody, as a homebody. My cabin fever reminds some of throwing a cat in water. And now, I have been trapped in my apartment, only leaving it three times in the past week, to study. Or try to study. Force myself to study about the practice of the law. How to analyze constitutional issues, examine fiduciary duties in ( Read more... )

What is your idea of perfect happiness ( Read more... )

i finally broke down. I started to do school work again ( Read more... )

After twisting and turning couches up uneven stairs, I finally have a new apartment in Chicago, a place to really call my own. I have not lived in a room by myself for... years? really now, this is a revelation, to have time to and for myself ( Read more... )

So the evolution is almost accomplished, it can be felt. My apologies to my friends have been said. Mind you, these are not apologies for sins or actions I have taken; rather, it was my inaction, stubbornness, and lack of humility that put me in my own precocious situation ( Read more... )

It has been months. Almost half a year. I still feel tract marks in my brain (or heart, you pick). I can't really get rid of them. Have to accept them. it's been painful, at least, for a little while. Now I finally feel almost whole again. If I can figure out next summer, then maybe the suffering, which took a good 8% of my life, will be worth it. ( Read more... )

ha ha!
is it safe to say we've waited patiently for this? This is the best day of my entire life. Besides having the love of my life with me, nothing... NOTHING can be better than what happened tonight. Dodgers. Vanderbilt. Thank you, God.

what a difference a month makes ( Read more... )