Im sick at 6am, plotting against this subtle panic. Letting the medicine play match maker with my lungs and oxygen. Im almost altered, while I recognize that Im not short of crisis. So I fetch my instrument of god. Lets you and I be done with this ( Read more... )

Terminal, recognizing the horse on the Kitchen table is never easy. No one looks, We just block out its beating hooves and anxious neighs completely.

Draw back a burning breath, and pull from me a seeking glare, wrapped in curiosity, tell me to touch you, tell me where. However somehow Im already sure of where my hands belong. Touching your shaking form, so just surrender now, weve been waiting for to long ( Read more... )

I wake up tasting silver. I swallow, I inhale as it iluminates me inside out. You and everyone are thinking that you know what Im about. Their not even close. I am choking hard on your ring. 3 stones cutting your name into my throat. So I only ever harshly whisper your still maiden name. Its all I ever wrote. You can stop me from singing but you ( Read more... )

The earth turns, its wields the ocean as a hammer. Slow motion, cinematic devistation. So make a fist around your tounge. Pull hard, but fluid. Your lungs will follow, dont stop or your teeth will catch. Open your lungs. Remove the child, remove the child. Remove its teeth. Lick the hammer. Dull the pitch, and open my face. Kiss my eyes, then push ( Read more... )

I see you from a distance. Spinning , arms embracing the wind. Hundreds of feet above the ground. You have called out to me. Screaming, from a distance. I cant reach you, I cant feel you. I've dared myself to test the foundation. Im begging of you. Calling for you to jump. I will catch you. I dont trust the structure on which you are standing. It ( Read more... )

I wake up every morning.

With one real thing in mind.

One thought I want more than anything to actualize.

It never happens.

Maybe 1 day.

but days turned to weeks , and now months.

Your so inviting.

Soaking

What to do.......

Good Chat today.

ummmmm

the record is finally done, art and all,
i need a gf,
im ok with not being with you. its my not my favorite, but im not falling apart anymore.
thats good
red bull now makes big red bull
huge show this friday
i miss nural
i miss my mom ALOT
tyler R is the man.
ummmmmmm
oc is getting cold
let me pierce you so i dont starve
love
cheyne

So where did you go? Nail me to the tracks and watch this freight train perform surgery. Like an iron god she guts me. Just let me drink from your mouth, the beast swore that he would set us free ( Read more... )