what would i do without my friends?
without alex i would have no one to understand.
without carly i would have no one pull out the little spontaneous in me.
without courtney i would have no one to talk in full-accented conversations with.
without grayson i would have no one to make ridiculous jokes with.
without jay i would have no one to be ( Read more... )

i am now a senior in high school.it is surreal; it is like your 16th birthday...you spend your whole life waiting, anticipating, and counting down the days until it comes ( Read more... )

you can either deal with things or not;
the proof is in the effort.

you cannot erase the footprints once they have been planted.

"forgive me you cut out again
it seems so easy just to blame the reception"

i could not love summer anymore.
but this time i would not mind being wrong.


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i am so grateful.
i am so blessed.
i am so loved.
i am so thankful.
i am so pleased.
i am so refreshed.
i am so anxious.
i am so hopeful.
i am so peaceful.
i am so indescribable.

TO DO LIST:
worry less
plan less
expect less
think lessi love knowing i can call alex [&he will answer] at 2 in the morning to just talk about everything i am battling ( Read more... )

i was awaken early this morning to my brother informing me that my nannie passed away at 6:15.
thankfully it was not unexpected.
thankfully my nannie was not in the hospital, but in the comfort of her own home.
&thankfully my mother and her best friend were at her bedside, allowing my nannie to go in peace knowing they were there.

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enough is a very bold word ( Read more... )

"&i came here with a load
&it feels so much lighter since i met you"sometimes we seem to be in such a mess that we can not find an outlet ( Read more... )

i am making progress for myself ( Read more... )

i do not know what i would do if i did not have alex around to pick up my slack ( Read more... )