was it not the best feeling to be back in the arms that have taken care of you for over a year? it was to me. and it seemed to be for you too. i mean i know it was amazing to you. it could stay that way if you forget that one thing. you know. that thing. so lets make a deal. after reading this. this will be the last time we think about it. because ( Read more... )

For all the times that I've said the words of course you do or of course you did. Or fine. Or any of the words. Nothing I can write in a goddamned livejournal will ever be enough to let you know how much I wish I could take back every single one of those times. And for every one I take back I will plant a dozen white roses in your backyard. And ( Read more... )

yah. so im writing in here once again. figured ill tell everyone something i really want to say.

i will never love another girl like i love jeanine.

i will never want to spend my life with another girl the way i want to spend my life with jeanine.

i will never eat barbeque chicken pizza with another girl like i do with jeanine.

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are you really fucking happy now. puffin your fucking smoke. having a good laugh. yah well. since its what you want so bad im not gonna stop you. this applies to a numerous amount of my close friends.

thanks and goodbye

taylor.

yesterday. i worked with me pops for a little bit in the morning. then i came home and played with my sister for a while. we played restaurant. and she cooked me all kinds of food. like grapes and hot dogs and eggs haha. then we played with some puzzles. they were dora the explorer puzzles. then later on around 3 my mom took me over to jeanines. we ( Read more... )

today. i woke up. went to school. sat through all my classes. did my work. then came home. pretty sweet day. not too bad. missed jeanine a bit. she was home sick. i acctually missed her a bunch. hope shes there tommorow. came home. called jeanine. read some harry potter to her. then my aunt called and she was at my great grandmas house cleaning ( Read more... )

tonight.  i went over to jeanines house at like 4:30 and we watched some harry potter. and ate some angel hair alfredo pasta. soooo good:)  all i have to say about tonight. is that if i could choose bettween jeanine and being the richest, happiest, most popular person in the world who everyone likes. i would choose jeanine. i love her more than ( Read more... )

um. friday i went to the natick mall with jeanine and nadine. we met benjamin there. then we went to eat at the california pizza kitchen. it was sooooo good. i want it right now again. gosh. then we went upstairs and went to see piebald at hollister. because we had an rsvp thing we got moved right to the front of the line and were like the third ( Read more... )

yesterday. me and jeanine went to lauren gays house. got to see missy, ben, michelle, nick c, shane mcdevitt, ryan stokes, casey, cat, and brandon. ohh and this other girl. i forget her name. but yah. it was pretty sweet. we got papa ginos and then fought over what movie we were gonna order on demand.. and i didnt really care what we were gonna ( Read more... )

yah so today... got progress reports.. not so great. but thats alright because i know that im doing alot better now..my goal is to bring my three D's up to at least a B and i know i can do it. I will be so happy if i can too. ive never done good in school. I always do good in like two classes. but then i get d's and f's in the rest. no good. yah so ( Read more... )