Wow, if only the world were flat ( Read more... )

I think I envy my sister’s writing practices. She can write eleven pages at one sitting! I don’t see how. If I write three pages I am exhausted and feel that what ever more I may write will not be quality! Or used to feel that way. I am not writing more than a paragraph a day lately. Not happy with that. I’m not too worried. I’m still adjusting to ( Read more... )

Yesterday ,in the day time of the night, I did something with my writing, something that blew my mind, Baby, oh yeah. Basically what I did was, instead of turning abstract “things” into concrete images, I turned concrete “things”: sound, smell and sight into abstracts. I turned a drive through the country into the state of our being as we dream. I ( Read more... )

I’m at this moment not going, going upstairs to take a shower and get dressed to go to work. I don’t give a shit about it right now, not because I am upset. I just do not have in me a motivation to do it. Ah well. I don’t even want to write. I just want to sit and listen to music.

My brain keeps flashing to memories and thoughts of Liza. It doesn’t ( Read more... )

I would like to be a mechanical bird. I picture myself as a lanky silver and bronze mechanical bird, my feathers metallic with sharp edges. I wouldn’t move, just sit in the spot where I was put and sing the song I was programmed to sing. My song would be a lot like Mechanical Birds by Modest Mouse, anxious and kind of sad. And I suppose if I were ( Read more... )

So god dam broke! So I work in the real estate industry and so far my business has been able to hang in there as others shit the bed, but lately, for the past four weeks, work has been too slow. I don’t like it. Being broke. And really its not the robbing peter to pay paul when it comes to bills time that bothers me, it’s the not being able to eat ( Read more... )

Wrote some yesterday, not too much after spending two hours on two sentences and about seven fragments, but I like it. The first sentence is always what hangs me up,. I sometimes try to do too much. Fack it. Today I am sober. I got pulled over last night for running a stop sign and pulled off not getting a DUI! Yay! I’ve never really been pulled ( Read more... )

The phrase, “let the good times roll,” is a god dam cliché but this week I learned the meaning of it while sitting with one the most Beautiful self-proclaimed Broads I have ever made out with and her best friend/lover who was in town for the week. I’d never meet the dude, and wasn’t sure how we’d get along but as soon as I sat down the conversation ( Read more... )

So my cousin put a stupid update on his gay space, something like, “Nick is changing with the winds” and he mentions the equinox. I think its fucking dumb, but I understand what he is saying. My brain is kind of switching channels of energy. There is a change and its probably due to the equinox.

For the paste two weeks there has been a conjectured ( Read more... )

So I wanted to buy a boat. I really was in the middle of laying out plans to buy a boat and learn to sail. Make a few trips on the eastern seaboard and then maybe to south America. But today that idea got rock. It was creepy. I sat in the courthouse, printing off a deed of trust for some lame order when another title examiner turned to me and said ( Read more... )