understandable along with the notion of privacy, i still think it is weird that people are realatively secretive about the amount of money they make. i suppose i don't understand the need for that sort of privacy.

spring time brings out all the cute kids...

i miss having a kid in my life.

today i looked at my butt in these jeans and i was pleasantly pleased and suprised by the little hump i got going on back there. i thinnk it is really the jeans, lol ( Read more... )

today i made a very important deision. i am going to be single at least until i finish all of my surgeries. this was a difficult decision to make but i think that it is for the better. also my mind needs to be clear and i an't get side tracked with people popping up in my life, diverting me from my goal and then leaving me high and dry ( Read more... )

maybe i am not worthy of being loved, not worth the effort. that s what it feels like.

heartbreak is hard on the anus

today i finally had the courage to do a budget to see if i can afford my surgery. Gleefully enough By September 14 i will be able to save almost the entire amount for the surgery i think i will be about 500 short. but my dad said that for every 500 i was able to send he would contribute 150 and he said he would cover the cost of the hotel. i am so ( Read more... )

congrats to nicole on being preggers again!!!

i really miss my sister. i think my parents are going to send me up there this weekend i can't wait to go and see her. i went and got her some cards to send to her and i am going to try to write her a letter or two soon ( Read more... )

after much thought and consideration, i decised to post a warning about Double Vision Pictures. i think that Cassie completely mis-represented herself and what the company was capable of doing. promises of the flim being sold and nothing in my pocket but lent from the film. i think the warning was useful for these reasons ( Read more... )