i dont fucking know, i dont fucking know

[markobsuave69]

why the fuck do i feel like this? i have no fucking clue. earlier everything was great. now it seems like every thing has fallen apart. right now i just feel like saying "fuck it" to everything in life, and not just school, i literally mean everything. i feel like i dont know what to do. i wish there was something other than drugs and medication

Comments

[anonymous]

not all drugs are pointless.

mushrooms have lent me a completely new perspective on some things, including theology/philosophy. i would be perfectly content with never doing them again, becuase i have already learned so much.

www.erowid.org/experiences

www.erowid.org/psychoatives

do research. talk to people. they are not an answer, but they certainly can do alot to open doors to new perspectives.

[markobsuave69]

can't do it chief, i'm in love. and its not my scene.

[anonymous]

gotcha

[your_friend_max]

sound like you got your shit fucked up my man

word

[albinohippy]

bamboozled is the word. ditto. answers don't exist, think about it. you just have to let go and float on.
see you soon, or I better for that matter.

[theflyingjepepe]

mark, i know what youre feeling (or at least im pretty sure i do). i wish i had some answers to give you, or some means by which to find them.

would you rather be undoubtful of anything; be perfectly content but still ignorant? at least youre living, and questioning, which is SO MUCH BETTER once youre on the other side of all the shit that fucks with your head in the beginning. at least youre different then most of the people i see (especially at myers park) who think about pointless shit and do pointless things, with no meaning above superficiality attatched to them.

good luck.