i kinda hate my whole family. i want to die......... my dad really hates me. my mom is such a pampa sakit ng heart. i hate my sister for being so selfish. i hate all of them. i just want to disappear. my life has no meaning anymore. all that life has to offer me is pain, trials, and heartaches. why the hell do i have to live if everything ahead of ( Read more... )

i have been eating a lot for the past 4 days... oh no!!!! i'm getting super fat and my face is as round as the powerpuff girls' face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! booohoooo.

i am not going to be a teacher...

i was just home the whole day and i watched this movie but i don't know the title. it was about life. the main lesson i got from that movie is that everything that happens is inevitable. nothing happens by chance. everything happens for a purpose, a reason ( Read more... )

yesterday was a really really bad day for me. that OSA messenger said that i have an attitude problem. okay, i know that i do have an attitude problem but that bitch doesn't have the right to say that to me because it's not of her job to give out her opinions. she even told me that i shouldn't feel that they're eyeing me because they are just doing ( Read more... )

i am so tired of living. i feel that nothing good will ever happen to me. i'm so sick and tired of my stuupid life. i think that my dreams will never come true. =(

life is sooooo boring right now. actually, its not boring-boring but it's more like nothing good is happening to me except for bad stuff ( Read more... )

i went to sm sucat yesterday with arnold. it was fun. and i found it surprising because he held my hand and i liked it. i actually even wanted more. i wanted to kiss him. i also liked the way he held my hand. i super wanted to make out that time. the way he touched me was soooo.... good ( Read more... )

i saw the crush of my life at the mrt today. he is so hot... he's the guy who i always see at the mrt station and the one at the reggae fest. he didn't see me but it was super ok.

i went to confession and the priest told me that vic only loves sex and not me. i shouldn't waste my time on that unworthy loser.

marvin texted me this early morning and he was inviting me to go to laguna. they're having this iep thing. he said the it will be on saturday until sunday. sadly, i wouldn't make it because of the wedding of the parents of vic...

vic texted me awhile ago and he was so weird cuz he's going to text but he never opens up a question. he's always closing the conversation. oh, well, at least, he texted me ( Read more... )