may or may not be unravelling. really just want my friends to hang out with me and to travel and to do stuff. just feel like i'm waiting although i lack a lof of motivation and then when i do it's all for nothing if no one wants to come out. it's no one's fault that everyone is tired or sad or busy or being stalked, but these are my efforts at ( Read more... )

I have been consistently happy for a while now. This is great. My whole life I have waited for independence and to live with my friends. Now I have that. I even like my job. What? I even broke my toe and can't dance, but I'm still happy. I think that's the real test there. I still hate people, though. Especially suits on 42nd street with a ( Read more... )

I am really tired all the time and I'm scared that I'm going to die of an auto-immune disease. I don't know why I'm scared of that except for the fact that exhaustion is terrifying and really self-perpetuating because exhaustion and thinking about exhaustion creates exhaustion.

Mood: sideways wrench.

i love stuff.

"Once the poles and zeros have been found for a given Z-Transform, they can be plotted onto the Z-Plane. The Z-plane is a complex plane with an imaginary and real axis referring to the complex-valued variable z ( Read more... )

Culiquitaca!!! (sp?)

People need to stop trying to ruin other peoples lives, and I need to do my work so as not to ruin my own.

OBVIOUSLY I DIDN'T KNOCK ON WOOD HARD ENOUGH....

For real, though. Because pseudoephedrine, the only decongestant that actually works, is also one of the components people use to make crystal meth, I haven't been able to find it ANYWHERE! I am so stuffy and sniffly and crystal meth is taking my fun away. If you find any, let me know!!!