i hid 25$ from myself last week..so i would use it this week and not then..and now i dont remember where i hid it. i think it's a sign to quit. at least for a little while.

it's nice to know that people care about someone who has done so much harm to them and to others.. even tho they realize that they cant change him, a few are still willing to 'babysit' him so that he doesnt hurt himself or others until the end of this year. im really glad that theyre around to do this. it's nice to feel protected. i just wish that ( Read more... )

beverly hills cop must be on..i can hear the theme in the distance.

R.I.P. mitch hedberg.

last night was good. i got ridiculously wasted. i had a really serious conversation with george and spino. about my brother. and i didnt have to sleep on the floor. hoorah.

i dont think im drinkin tonight..which sucks..but i cant sleep out again...so yea. im not drinkin and driving. tally marks. the wave of the future.

parade was awesome ( Read more... )

and so i think i see that nothing is going to happen, and that he wont ever see me as anything other than someone's sister.

Home is where I want to be ( Read more... )

if looks could really kill
then my profession would be staring
no we do this cuz we care
not for the thrill
collect calls to home
tell them that i realize that everyone who lives
will someday die; and die alone.

*Brand New*

i hate dwelling on things that i did..

keller was fun ( Read more... )