i want to say thanks to the people that came to sergei jam fest. however i realize i only talk to one person on LJ that actually went to the show so um yea. nice job sam raad on singing. i wish i could of heard you better you know when you were doing the moans ;) teeheeehhee. im fucking wrecked though i kicked my ass tonight and i kicked sergeis ( Read more... )

i understand that a couple will do this but fuck it. fill it out please :) do this for me no matter where we stand ( Read more... )

thanks sam ( Read more... )

i truly thought i was going to end up shooting me in my face. i thought if this doesnt work how low could i get, what am i going to do, would i hurt myself. but then i slapped myself and i thought dont be a little bitch. but i still thought i would be fucked up for like 2 weeks or so till im back to the same nick. then i wake up and i was like " ( Read more... )

its 10:30 and i decided to not go out because i want to spend the last hour in a half of 2005 by my self. your probably thing "how gay is that" which is fine but fuck it i like myself better then i like everyone else. at 12 im going to go upstairs tell my aunt and my oma happy new years call my parents at the hosiptal tell them happy new years and ( Read more... )

i finally took a stand today and tried to change the way things are going. so i said what i had to say and i feel better. no matter what happens im happy for myself that i finally did it. bad timing but atleast they know how i feel. i still have a feeling tomorrow is going to suck ass but im praying it turns into the ending of Jerry Maguire where ( Read more... )

i posted something yerterday then now i just deleted it because it was gay. i have nothing to say. life sucks but whats new.

how is everyone elses life?

lately i have reach an all time low of depression but im still kicking. im hoping i can get back to normal ( Read more... )

so my dad had a stroke yesterday and to make a long story short he's getting better every hour. so blah blah blah, so this week has not been a good week for me at all. i think of all the days starting from exactly last week friday and the only good thing was saturday Vanilla Ice concert. so yea my moms at ann abor hospital with my dad and everyone ( Read more... )

im fucking bored ( Read more... )