so i'm at work. haha. no really. shhhh! i'm so freaking tired. i feel so burned out. i haven't even started school. oh this is gonna be the end of me. so i feel a hell of a lot better than i did the other day. lalalala. i'm feeling kind of random. i still have an hour and a half of work to go. this is horrible. i don't know why i'm so tired. anywho ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since i've posted. right now i'm feeling pretty damn horrible. i feel depressed. i feel hurt. i hate when someone promises you they won't regret something and the next day they do. this is episode 2 with juan. [evy you know about it,it's just like the 1st one.] wtf?! i'm feeling pretty worthless right now. it sucks cause i ( Read more... )

I can't understand or begin to comprehend why on earth someone who is supposed to be family could act this way towards me. I'm sitting here dumbfounded because she seems to think that all she does is extremely important and well I can't blame her because her loving mother just feeds her ego like an emaciated dog having food for the first time. Yet ( Read more... )

Okay so now is the time to sit and reflect on this year. I am a year older and I'd like to think a little wiser. This year has been better than years past, one of the best things to happen this year having been reconnecting with Juan. He's now become my best friend and I've become his. He's helped break down the walls I set to "protect" myself and ( Read more... )

so i worked 8 hours today... straight.. my only break was to pee. isn't that nice. so i feel all emotional now, i don't even know why. i think i'm fragile. lol. lately i've been feeling broken and the only times i feel whole is when a certain someone is around. funny how he told me the other day that when i'm with him he forgets about all his ( Read more... )

i think the last time i had an entry i was going to be starting school. So it's been a while. It's now X-mas Break and yep here i am. Today for those of you who don't know is my 20th birthday. nothing great has happened, i worked today which sucked but i got my holiday bonus which isn't bad. and i'm kinda feeling bummed cause again i've gotten no ( Read more... )

howdy ho there kiddies...been very busy with school, work and all other stuff. i've been really exhausted. well juan's car was stolen. i haven't seen him in about two weeks. my cousin came up from NC for a day. got my new bed. dropped my government class. and i'm trying to plan something awesome for my 20th bday. anyone got ideas ( Read more... )

it's picture time

( it's a tour infection...i have them all over )

ok so i'm at work...been here since 2:30pm and i'm totally done with everything so let me tell the tale of the knitting show. don't worry kiddies i'll make the pic post when i get home.

( you little fucks! )

pictures!!!

( shoot me )