I venture to say last night was probably one of the worst nights of my life.
I haven't been sleeping well lately, I kept having nightmares about my mother. I felt something was wrong and I tried, but I wasn't able to get a hold of her. I wasn't even sure if my dream was just a dream or not so I went to Namine (I promised her some of my pink lillies anyways.) She told me that she felt my mother was in a lot of pain. Needless to say I rushed out before she could say anything else....
Sorry about that Nami.
I ran the whole way to Sunset Hill, to find the door kicked open. Now I haven't set foot near this house in about five or six years, but stormed in there. He was standing over her. Her blood all over his hands and the toe of his boots. She was laying there barely moving, her pink hair looked red from all the blood. He'd smashed her head into the corner of the coffee table with a lot of force.
Now I was normally terrified of my father, I knew he was looking for me, but it was all over last night. I felt like something in me snapped and I just attacked him. He got away before I could do much, but since the gang incident I've been keeping my throwing star pouch on my belt whenever I go out, I took one and threw it at him as he ran. I got him in the shoulder.
I went back in and picked my mother up, I could see in her eyes that she was barely there. Her last words to me are burned into my brain now: "I'm sorry I wasn't a better mother." I didn't even have time to tell her that she wasn't a bad mother and that I loved her, but she passed before I could say it.
After that I called Xigbar, I needed someone I knew and trusted there and I knew he wasn't back on EMT duty yet. After I got off with him I called 911 and they were sending the EMTs and the cops over. Having him there was certianly a comfort, and him convincing me to talk to Larxene certianly helped too.
When I finished giving my statement to the cops, Xigbar and I headed back to the hospital. He didn't want me being alone so he offered to try and let me hang out with him at work. There was too much going on so they said I couldn't stay. I went back to the dorm, walked Braig for Xigbar, then just lay down with the fuzzy animals. I needed to talk to someone so I called the first person I could think of. Kadaj and I fell asleep talking.
What a way to end the year hm?