so wonderful.

im so nervous.

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that was that goooood weekend. =)

i've finally figured out what i need to do. no more fucking around, i can't do this stupid shit where i'm afraid to do what i feel. i know what i want, i know what i need, i know what will make me happy. i don't know if i'll get what i want, but i am willing to try anything to get this. if i can't have this one thing, i don't know what i'll do, but ( Read more... )

ugh, why do i always fuck up?

=) ?

what to do, what to do...

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i just wish things were different.

waiting is ok. i can do waiting.

geez, im pathetic. oh well, its worth it.