thirty eight

[marmosetupon]

private. This doesn't make any sense. And it's not fair to them. I'm pissed at Matt, but not at Mello. Mello's the one who made him leave, break up with Shion, etc. But I'm mad at Matt. It's not fair to Matt. I should be angry at Mello. Being angry at Mello has always worked in the past. I can hang onto anger. Sadness and this other stuff... not so much. It's too complicated.

I kind of miss out things were before... but I don't. I like working for it.

I think I'm gonna go for a walk.