So a lot of things have changed since the last time i actually wrote something. Im recently single and hate it, the person i lost was such a huge part of my life for so long that i actually feel lost now without them... i loved them very much and still do and no matter what they will always be with me wherever i go, esp. when i do things or go to ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Jen is your soulmate.
You truly love Ryan.
You consider Adam Siero your true friend.
You know that Megan is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Sarah for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Adam Puhy is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Emily is colorful ( Read more... )

today wasnt too bad. my interview went well, it only lasted like 5 minutes but she seemed to like me. so now i have to see if theyre doing 2nd interviews and if i get a call back to do it. cross your fingers folks. so then i went to go see if i could get my phone fixed again, but i have to go back to radioshack tomorrow and figure out more stuff, ( Read more... )

im sooo nervous. im leaving in a lil more than an hour and a half for my job interview at waves... pray that i get the job b/c i really need it! things havent been to bad lately. on sunday night i went over to emilys and we watched a movie and chilled and had a girls night:) i missed her sooooo much! then monday i hung out around the house and then ( Read more... )

things have been crazy lately... i dont know whats going on. my dad was fine until a couple of days ago and then he started freaking out at me and ruined things. thursday i babysat which was crazy but nice b/c i made some money which i needed. then on friday i babysat again and then i went out with adam and joey and erin vischey and mica and then ( Read more... )

so... the past few days... ive spent them looking for a job(which hasnt been successful at all)!! so monday i woke up early and went to go see if i could find a job. i went to the village, up and down jefferson, mack and kercheval and then to eastland. nothing, either theyre accepting applications which isnt promising or they just arent hiring :( i ( Read more... )

I havent updated in like 5 days... but most of my week was spent at home sick. im finally feeling better and friday was my first day out of the apt. since ive been back! on friday ryan and i spent almost the entire day together, which was so nice b/c i dont get to see him a lot even though im home. hes got work and hes taking a summer class, and ( Read more... )

So thursday i discovered thatIM SICK! i think i got sick after i screamed my ass off at the Gavin concert on wed... it was worth it, but im hoping to be better by thursday so i can go see my Jen:) any way. On Thursday i took my last final, which didnt go as well as i had hoped, but i passed! then on Friday ryan came to help me pack and take care of ( Read more... )

I FUCKING MET GAVIN DEGRAW!!!! he is amazing... like no really

he touched me and he called me baby, i got pictures with him... he was sweating on me!! omg... this was the most amazing night of my life. im in love. really im in love and i want to have his babies, i cant believe tonight.

I JUST WANNA FUCKING SCREEEEAM. people are such bitches and honestly, its sad that people cant fess up to their lies... and if you dont know who you are, then thats sad as well. I am now missing 2 of my dvds from the semester and also my 1st season of The OC. i hope to God that the oc is at home in one of the boxes my dad and i packed up last ( Read more... )