I was reading excerpts from this book I got for graduation and it said some things that I wanted to write down....

'We want it all, and we want it now. We're in a hurry to find the best friends in the world, the mate who will love us for the rest of our lives, and a great job where we'll spend 50 to 60 hours a week for the next 40 years. We look ( Read more... )

So I know I haven't written in awhile but I've been pretty busy...juggling 2 lab reports a week, tests, and hw, writing in my journal has been one of the last things on my mind. But, I was just realizing today how much I like doing it, so here I am.

Yesterday I talked to Sarah on the phone for like a half hour and it was absolutely amazing.  Every ( Read more... )

I was so unique

Now I feel skin deep

Count on the makeup to cover it up

Crying myself to sleep

'Cause I cannot keep their attention

Thought I could be strong

But It's killing me

Does someone hear my cry?

I'm dying for new life

I wanna be beautiful

Make you stand in awe

Look inside my heart

Be amazed

I want to hear you say

Who I am is ( Read more... )

I am soo glad it's Friday!!! Although, the weekend is really no different from the rest of the week except for I don't have classes to go to. I still have about 2 days of work to do. oh well. welcome to college life. Anyway...my family's coming tomorrow and I'm really super psyched!!!! I miss them so much! I know that probably makes me a dork but I ( Read more... )

An entry mainly for Zachary, the birthday boy...

After all this time, my heart still burns for you.

The things we did

the things we said

keep coming back to me and make me smile again

you showed me how to face the truth

everything thats good in me I owe to you

though the distance thats between us now may seem to be too far

it will never ( Read more... )

Hey Everyone.... It's finally here.

Time to move out and onward to Grove City College.

I leave in 8 hours and I'm still not done packing...

I wanna kind of send a farewell to those friends of mine who read lj:

Zachary:
    You know you're my everything. You make me feel like ( Read more... )

Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the lights always red in the rearview
Desperately close to the coffin of hope
I cheat destiny just to be near you.

I drove all the way home from Kent today and I had a lot of time to think.

It was wonderful.

Everyone else in the car eventually fell asleep and it was just me and my tunes :)

I loved it ( Read more... )

I have no other way to get my thoughts down because I'm too lazy to actually write in a real journal so I'm not writing this for all of you to read and get insight into my life...I'm writing this for myself.

I don't even know what to say but I just needed to get something out in words instead of just all in my head.

I don't even know how I'm ( Read more... )

Ugh...I hate feeling like this.

My emotions are just so crazy right now and I don't even know what to think or feel.

I hate this.

Take me away...

Grove City College Countdown: EXACTLY 2 weeks!!! :)

~Marissa

So today is mine and Zack's 6 month anniversary ( Read more... )