The Doldrums.

[marredkiss12]

Life is strange.  Good, but strange.  I feel like I'm in the in-between period, like everything I do is leading to something, but the end is still nowhere close to being in sight.  It's frustrating.  All I do anymore is schoolwork, think about schoolwork, and occasionally talk to friends.  But not even the really good, in depth sort of talk, just

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[ronwheezy]

when you get to college, all of that will change. you will feel goal-oriented toward your degree, you will meet all numbers of interesting new people, (i hope for your sake that you hit the awesome jackpot in the roommate lottery, if you dont it sucks), and you will have countless and constant in-depth, meaningful and theoretical discussions throughout the day and well into the wee hours of the night, every night. i think you will have the time of your life at college. as for an interesting new boy, don't think i can help you there ;)

[marredkiss12]

Ahh yeah I hope that's all true. Too bad it's 6 months away =P

[thehotcheeto]

I love you Jordan! I'm sorry we haven't talked much lately... I've been in this depressive funk for a few months where I just feel this awkward anxiety talking to people. But things are all starting to even out I think. We need to get back to the regular Target visits.

I also need to leave my house more than once every 4 weeks. Which is my record btw. So I will need your help!

[marredkiss12]

I've been in a weird phase lately too, as you can probably tell by this blog, but I'm thinking that even though shopping was against us today, that we can help each other become normal again :] Haha, that's saying we were ever normal. We weren't/aren't. But, you know, more normal.

Ily too <3