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[marredkiss12]

Do you ever not tell anyone something, just to have something that only you know?  Lately I've been doing that more and more, over stupid things, but I just like knowing that out of the billions of people in the world, the knowledge is all mine.  Just me, no one else

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[ronwheezy]

its called enlightenment. there is a simple pleasure in driving late at night under a star filled sky with the windows down in mid summer, while at any time you can look to your right and see the moon rising over the water. an absolutely spectacular view. it is in moments like those that i truly feel alive. and i mean alive.

as far as the friends thing goes...you're distancing yourself in order to make it less painful when you finally do say goodbye. and honestly, its something we all do.

let me provide some words of so called wisdom. your loneliness providing independence is as such:
in order for a relationship to be even remotely healthy, you must have an entirely autonomous sense of self, and NOT define yourself by the relationship. i made that mistake once and after the relationship was over, i had no idea who i was

[marredkiss12]

No no no don't apologize! It really helps hearing from another perspective. Good to know I'm not alone. Thanks mucho :]

Hey

[anonymous]

JJ, you know that if you ever need someone to talk to or just to be there, I'm always here (seriously, I'm usually never too busy to talk or hang out). I don't just talk to you on the spur of the moment because I don't know if you do want to talk or not. I have noticed that you've been distancing yourself, but I believe this is a natural phase that you must take. I know you well enough to know that you will come out of this ready to face life on a new level.

I do worry about you sometimes, JJ, and I don't want you to push me away. You're my best friend; you're never alone.

Re: Hey

[anonymous]

^from J-bob

Re: Hey

[marredkiss12]

Thanks :] I honestly don't mean to push you away/worry you, and I don't mean to distance myself. I'm just weird at the moment, and I'm sorry I haven't talked as much lately :(