AHH.

[marrmarr]

heh im having one
of those moments i
hate myself. after ambers
crush told me and amber
he thinks all the super-
popular blonde bomshells
are pretty. eerr. i wish
i was skinnier. =(

i dunno why im sad
cuz me and amber
just hung out it
was so much fun ..
i gave her a makeover
and we did a music video
to my humps ! lmao

Comments

[cammiesrad]

Ah, Mariah.
I can totally identify.
One thing is-
I've seen pictures of you, and you're beautiful. I know that doesn't help, because people say that to me, and it really really doesn't help.
Another thing is-
I know I've been feeling not too comfortable with my body either, lately. I just usually eat well, get regular exercise, and cut down on the junk. DON'T do any of those diet thingies. You read it all the time in those 'Growing Up' books for girls, but it's true.
And you get bad days, too.
One day it's like
I LOOK AWESOME.
The next day is like
PLEASE KILL ME I LOOK LIKE SHIT.
I wish I could murder whoever invented 8th Grade.

And like Olga said. Would you rather people say at your funeral;
She touched so many lives and was an amazing, happy person with so many friends and loved ones
OR
Man, she looks good in that coffin!

Love youuu ♥

PS- Sorry if that made no sense. Too much cold medicine, can't really think properly.

[marrmarr]

CAMMIE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. OMG. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ahha olga its so true, eh?

[paperedheart]

sounds like fun.
is amber your BFF?
aww sometimes i feel like i wanna be someone else.
but you know it never helps.. i think your pretty
enough... maybe get amber to ask him if he thinks you
are pretty? Dont hate yourself over a guy. Guys are just
here to make you sad most of the time when you want them.
I think you are too good for him.♥

[elf_maniac]

Just be proud that you can think, unlike the 'blonde bombshells' who don't seem to have minds of their own.