School's out for summer. I am so relieved. I don't know about my grades yet, but I'm not horrified or completely scared. I know I have one A and the others will be in soon ( Read more... )

I had stomach cramps tonight. It's not unusual. I've had them since high school. But I don't remember having them in the last year. Most likely it was the food I ate, but I was thinking... I've been more depressed in the last year than any time in my life. I was just starting to feel better - Spring was inspiring me to be alive. What if it's a ( Read more... )

I have decided to become a superhero. This seems like the perfect way to accomplish my goals and overcome my fears. Normal Heather is intimidated by her classes, but it is no problem for SuperWoman. She can use all the time that Normal Heather wastes being bored to finish assignments and read for class. She can remember to do the laundry and ( Read more... )

I am bad. I skipped class today. I started out by just being late, then I decided I was starving and eating was more important than class. This logic does not hold out long. I mostly enjoy class when I go, but any thought of effort outside the classroom (including waking up) is soon ignored. I hate this because it fucks up my life plans. Also ( Read more... )

I did not get a part in the Vagina Monologues. I don't know this because of a rejection call(which would have been nice), but rather because it's been two weeks since the callback and they should be well into rehearsals by now. Oh well. I had fun with it, and I don't feel like a complete talentless reject, because I did get a callback ( Read more... )

I feel like a super star. My day was going along very suckily (if I may make my own word), much like the other post and then I got a call. I was called back to do another audition for the Vagina Monologues at GSU. I am very happy. I will go in again on Saturday and do my best. I had not auditioned for anything since I left Tech. I am so ( Read more... )

I was so angry in class today. The professor split us into groups to read and discuss Pericles' Funeral Oration. Then he tells us he wants us to 'deconstruct' it. I had not done this before (which makes me think my education is somewhat lacking), and it was really confusing. So I was on edge. and then he keeps talking about the method and the ( Read more... )

I am late for class. This is so typical of me. but living in the boondocks means that an hour before class, I'm late for class. It's fun stuff. I've decided to use the time to be ready for my other class (which I enjoy more anyway ( Read more... )

I have decided to use my journal again. It's been a long time, but I think I'm ready ( Read more... )

I made bread for the first time today. It was one of the little miracles. My sense of accomplishment is amazing and it is for something so basic to human life.