haha... rachel and i invented that tonight. fucking hilarious. don't get it. it's a terrible disease ( Read more... )

mmm so it has been reitterated to me that i'm a terrible person. feeling like complete shit about myself.

woot, so i was all mono-ed out today. completely exhausted. then mindy called at like 8:30 asking if i wanted to go to the beach with her and a bunch of people. said yes. went and had an energy drink in the car so id be awake. then sat in the car with doors locked for mindy to show up. some guys in a jeep were being all creepy and trying to ( Read more... )

I felt a bit better today, although i almost broke down because my mom got mad at me... I felt terrible about it ( Read more... )

so i ended up being up until five last night. Bad impact on my health. Speaking of which, i'm going on an all fruit and vegetable diet for a while. I need something to make me feel better plus i have to look decent in a bathing suit this summer. I just wish i could exercise. Kinda out of the question tho ( Read more... )

well, this sucks. i have mono and am exhausted and yet i can't sleep... ah i'm so sick of people making me feel like shit about myself. I really can't take it any more. Even if people are just joking around, there are times when i just can't deal with it and right now, i can't okay? So please, lay off ( Read more... )

So today was quite uneventful up until around 6:00. I sat around watching a couple movies and listening to harry potter. Then my parents called and asked if i wanted to join them, my brother, and my cousins john and jolynn for dinner. I went and they were all hammered when i got there. Ah, i really see where i get it from ( Read more... )

mono is extremely boring.

i'm sitting in my room being insanely bored and mostly the only thing i'd be up to doing would be seeing a movie... but as no one seems to be around, i suppose i'm just gonna be spending another night sleeping my life away.

so for the past week or so i've been insanely sick with mono although i did not know until late friday afternoon that it was definitely mono. All week i had been getting tests back saying that i didn't have this and i didn't have that and there was one that actually said i didn't have mono so i had been stressing that i had cancer or something ( Read more... )

well, there's many things i could put in here... of course, many of them i don't need everyone knowing about. But for those of u who don't know, my family is basicly falling apart but that's something i, and i alone can deal with. But it's times like this that i really wish i weren't single. i just wish there was someone i could go to and just ( Read more... )