sundown and stirring awake

[marsbareater12]

today i realized how much i want to die

again

i really, really want to be dead

i really want to die

i just want to end it all

everything hurts

feels like no one loves me

'cept for those online but they never matter anyway

i'm crying now

i can't though. my kitten

she'll die without me

i'm living for a cat that's so pathetic

i want to leave school

do something

get

Comments

[melange11]

Did you do it for me?

Anyway, I'm glad. Living for a kitten isn't pathetic. There are things more pathetic than that, certainly! Please keep doing so. If she's precious to you, that's a good thing.

[marsbareater12]

sighs i'm making plans to leave again though they're somewhat safer i feel like this is appropriate given post