tonight, sarah said, "you look kinda out of it, are you okay," and i said, "i was just thinking about how adorable i look with just my underwear on, my body isn't perfect but i have really great tattoos." that must sound arrogant but times like these call for arrogance, i think, and everyone says, "it's not your loss." and i agree but not

"three o'clock is always too late, or too early, for anything you want to do." jean-paul sartre.

because i believe in the reality of my desires ( Read more... )

"by sunrise, the wind will displace us. it'll be as if we were never there. and you said that there's not a word to believe in either of our whispered assurances, but we find solace ( Read more... )

"you simply rock!! are you going to the artbar tonight? do you wanna take a long walk and kick leaves together lol..add me as a friend, i promise ill be a good one ( Read more... )

it seems to me that everyone lately is falling in love. and out of love, or so says page. to which i responded, "i feel like i've been tied to railroad tracks, and a train's coming. but i wasn't tied to the train tracks by some bad guy. and there's no good guy to save me. i'm just kinda... there." it seemed like an apt metaphor at the time ( Read more... )

i am an emotional disaster lately -- thanks, wellbutrin! this week i have been "AAAHHHjklsdhfkljsjdhsdkl" in both the best and worst possible ways (the latter at the moment ( Read more... )

i finished the fourth issue of my 'zine at 3:05 am. i'm pretty happy with how it turned out. tonight i will be photocopying that issue as well as the third issue and will have them ready for the house show / infoshop grand opening shindig (which you should go to) tomorrow night ( Read more... )

remember how my doctor thought i had narcolepsy? and i didn't go to the sleep study he scheduled for me because i thought he was full of shit?

well, this time he thinks it's sleep apnea --

and i still think he's full of shit, but will be attending a sleep study on friday anyway.

ugh.

tonight was just. really nice. missed most of the show at the park, as kristin wanted me to wait on her: she couldn't find a shoe and was nearly two hours late meeting me. but i saw all the old neighbors and other friends, it was great. went to the show at the art garage, which was a lot of fun: a caveman band and mt. gigantic and a dance party ( Read more... )