hello world.

heyyy. i cut my hair. im not sure whether i like it or not. i need complements or i wont feel secure. because thats the kind of weak person i am ( Read more... )

i always update late at night ( Read more... )

so i look at peoples art and realize, i cant draw or paint or do anything. i can copy what i see but i cant put anything on paper that i see in my head. i wish i was talented ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream, that when i woke up i told myself i'd post it on live journal as to not forget it, but i forgot to post it. so what i remember of it is that there was a hot guy and a girl who was just a mini reeses peanut butter cup (enlarged to the size of a torso) and a head and they were somehow having sex ( Read more... )

dude. say anything. if you havent heard them, you are missing out. so fucking good. sooooo good.

i have a lot of work to do this weekend, about 2 weeks worth for summer school. blahhh.

LNS tonight. first time in a long time. im excited. yay community service!

i need to excersise. lets go for a walk sometime, yeah?

i kill little girls.

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today was interesting. just psychologically, a lot of things have been going around up there. i think part of its my mom and how she still has that issue of control. i dont understand why i need to be owned. why cant i just be my own person? she can feed me. if she wants. whatever. my mother's issue is too indepth really to right on live journal , ( Read more... )

its alright to feel.

i should go to sleep soon.
my nose piercing is being irritable.
livejournal has become addicting due to my uneventful days with my disease.
goodnight everyone.