It wasn't supposed to be like this

[marshabrady9]

I don’t know what to do. I am seriously just so sad and broken, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know whether I need help, or whether I need to be alone, or what exactly

Comments

[rikkispice]

oh sweety. i am so sorry. God, i dont like it when the worst thing happens to such beautiful people like you, and i pray to God it will go away soon, and i know it probably wont, but im sending all my good thoughts your way. i know everything im about to say is just a reminder to you, and i know NONE of it is really going to make you feel better. BUT. i know you are a strong girl, and so beautiful-especially on the inside, where its going to matter most right now. but you "have the right" to be happy, heather, and you NEED to be selfish right now, and you need to put your happiness in front of dereks. do you understand that? if he wants to be best friends and he loves you like he says he does, then he needs to give you what you need FIRST. and if thats time without seeing him, or without talking to him, then he needs to respect that and not take advantage of your love for him, or that beautiful person inside thats going to want to give him what he wants. i know this feeling is not going to go away, and i hope that this is just one

[rikkispice]

oh and ps, brandon is on my burn list. you dont need negativite people like that in your life. honestly, if i were in your shoes, i would not see him anymore, that way you wont know who he's become. all you'll have are the wonderful memories of h/s, when he was your best friend. if you know who he is now (or what he is becoming..) and hes someone you cant trust or even stand to look at, it might ruin what you had...and those are the times youre never going to want to forget.
i hope that made sense.

i love you!!!

[marshabrady9]

i dont know if you guys are busy this week but i am totally on spring break if you guys have time to hang out. i am busy tomorrow (wednesday) all day, thursday and friday nights, but i am free all day thursday friday and saturday. i hope to talk to you guys soon.
and i know that i have fantabulous friends that are always there for me, and i thank you for that!!

[rikkispice]

im free friday morning until two. maybe we can get breakfast or starbucks or something...i love you so much!!!!

[kimsasupahstah]

I just love you so much! I think you should start to detoxify your life. Take out all of the toxic aspects (including Brandon if he is one) You need to start new. Start doing something that will make you feel good. Go running everyday or focus on the play you'll be in (aren't you super excited for that!?!?!?) I hope all works out with Derek. Whether it be getting back together, staying friends, or going your seperate ways, I hope that you end up happy.
You know what? You should come here this weekend and we'll hang out. And if you can't come here, then I'll try to come to you. You need friends... hugs help.
I just want you to be happy again! Or at the very least not sad.
You are my hero. You are strong, you are beautiful, you are funny, you are smart, you are AMAZING!
I love yoU!

[marshabrady9]

I am actually on spring break right now. I am busy some days, but if you have any free time definitely give me a call because I would love to talk to all my girls again! I love and miss you all!
I want to thank you for always being there for me! You guys are the best friends that anyone could ask for!!

[kimsasupahstah]

I am free Sunday all day. Let's hang out Sunday! Maybe we can go out to breakfast or something, yes?

[marshabrady9]

that sounds marvelous. i dont know what time works for you, but just let me know. Im thinking like 8 or 9?? Or we could go later, it doesn't matter to me!
I heart you and I miss you!