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i broke up with matt...i hope it was the right thing to do. i think it was. i feel like shit tho. i have been crying alot. if i was wrong i dont kno what i will do. sasha tried to helps me feel better. she kinda helped. i hope that we can still be friends. i know that everyone says that after they break up but i really want to. i really care about ( Read more... )

1. Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...). 13+1+18+19+8+1+12+12+1+14+4+4+1+12+5

2.Add all of the numbers together. 125

3.Add the digits of the number together. 8

4.Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again.

5.Take the digit you ( Read more... )

A is for - Age: 15
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: matt
C is for - Career: none-but i need a ob really bad
D is for - Dad's name: dan
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: casserol!lol
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: 'Just Lose It'-Eminem
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: erm...troy, matt, matt, steven, mickey um...i dunno
H is for - ( Read more... )

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sick sick sick i hate being sick...and i missed 5 classes today the 5 that i accually kinda like i had to go to the one i hate cuz um yeah...i have decided that i need to start working out cuz i dont and i feel all lazy and we got this exersize ball thing so i might as well use it so that i look good.  and dana got a job at starbucks so i can go ( Read more... )

if anyone who knows what the fuck they are doing wants to help me make a new layout lemme kno cuz i suk at it and i really dont like this one...
in other news i really like being at my dads house cuz he is so much cooler then my mom and he accually gives a god damn about things. and he is gonna help me build doors for my bed by my book case so i can ( Read more... )

ima aunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dominik troy nau!!!! he was born around 10 30 this morning he's 21 inches and weighs 8 pounds and 9 ounces and he's the cutest baby ever!!!!!!!!all happiness!!! =-D is me!!!

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Quite honestly I dont know whats wrong-my life is perfect I have acuall friends that I can trust I have an amazing bf I like my schudele I have all my Eminem CDs back Trishie is about to have Dominik-everything is peachy.  So why am i do damed confused or depressed or what ever I am again?!  I feel like its the last 2 years all over again.  I dont ( Read more... )