I've always known this in the back of my mind, but just tonight, one fairly insignificant event just blew this issue up with me. Sans Jessica, not one single person - friend, family member, etc. has an ounce of respect for me. My parents and their significant others always inquire when I'll get a real job. My mother tries to sell me moving into her ( Read more... )

So after taking forever to move out, finally got my own place in Aspen Chase until the end of July 2009. I do feel like there is a monkey off my back, having some security and a place to call my own. I was looking to actually sublet a place for the semester then see what's up after then, but I couldn't find anything of the sorts. Not a whole lot of ( Read more... )

- July was great poker-wise. 2nd best month ever actually. Don't feel that comfortable sharing the # in this, but you can find it somewhere else. August has NOT started too great though (as in break even, but it happens ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

I won't go over the obvious "jee I don't post enough!" jumble, because I'm even slacking on my Cardrunners blog as well ( Read more... )

..the only thing that's got you distracted from otherwise mostly suckness is a total trainwreck on "The Moment Of Truth". Oh man, Jerry Springer holds a special place in my TV-trash heart, but this was for real (or at least a very good set-up if it wasn't ( Read more... )

These are my resolutions ( Read more... )

The Christmas list meme boosted from someone else

Type "$yourname wants" into google and list the first ten distinct results:

"(All)Brett wants for Festivus"
"Brett wants Benni to stay"
"Brett wants a raise"
"Brett wants to be your man"
"Brett wants to work with the big B"
"Brett wants to be Brian"
"Brett wants Dan to use his tool now!" <---- uh ( Read more... )

I need to do something, or go somewhere and just live, be out of my environment, out of my element. Anyone have suggestions?

Y'all know I'm paranoid and self-centered at times, but I just find it sort of shocking how quickly people can either forget about you or just go out of their way to not only defriend you, but be real classless about it. I understand some feel the need to "purge" their lives of people they never talk to, but lately it's been people I felt I had a ( Read more... )