running low on fuel and still going...

[marsy_pants]

I don't know if I can do this anymore.  I feel like for the past week I have been walking around in a fog and can't break out of it.  I find small pockets of respite in friends and family but that's all.  School and my grandmothers death have really taken a toll on me emotionally, psychologically and physically.  I know I've gained weight.  It's

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[pish_tosh]

Oh, Marsy! I'm so sorry for your loss and for all that you are going through. Remember to take as good care of yourself as possible, and that this will not be forever. There may be things you can let go of right now if you have to. And I know that once you get a chance to step into church again, you will feel loads better.

I finally had to let go of something big recently. I think pride was the only reason I was hanging on to it. Funny, but until a week ago I hadn't even realized I could set it down. I have set foot back in my own church (the great outdoors), done some soul-searching, and found that I am more at peace with myself now that I have finally let up a little on my need to constantly do everything BETTER and FASTER.

Not that this is your problem, just sharing some feelings of being overwhelmed. Remember that your grief and your health come first right now. Look after yourself, and know that in doing so you are doing God's will.

All my love,
PT

[marsy_pants]

Thanks hon. That helps. It will be okay in the end. God will sustain me.