the 28th

[martarox]

Today marks 6 years since my brother died. I never know how I feel about it, if I feel, what to feel, what I'm supposed to feel? I feel bad not knowing my feelings. Such are my neuroses. Do you feel me?

Anyway, I do feel like recalling and writing...
Around this time, 6 years ago, I was shuffling back to my dorm room, from the stairwell where I'd

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[thetrashysister]

I remember your phone call to me that day, in my own dorm room at Clark. Too many losses in March/April.

Funny Melo Memory: You flashing James Powers from your seat in the car - wasn't Ricardo driving?

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[martarox]

hooolee SHIT...the things you forget! yeah, Ricardo was totally driving and I totally flashed James Powers. haha, i think it was just my bra but still, what was i? 15? I found the love letter he wrote me before he graduated Matignon that warned if I'd ever heard of a hacker by the name of (i don't recall right now), to remember him. HA! I am going to come over with that box of letters and notes sometime soon and we're going to unfold so many forgotten memories.

I wonder what I sounded like that day. The things I remember are so obscure.