I feel like such a baby.... yeah like a big baby... but then again I can't stop feeling crap. I'm back in Scotland.. yeah. I mean 3 weeks in Finland wasn't enough and now I just want to go back. It's so empty here and only one of my friends is back. It just feels so lonely. I dunno... just feel crap. I don't think it's one of those depressions that ( Read more... )

I just remembered about the good old MCR days... and how much the 'I'm not okay' video made me fall in love with them. And how much it made me wanna scream out that I was soo happy to be different. And how I loved that it made geeks look oh-so-cool. And then all other the emo bands came along... Oh well, this video shall always have a very special ( Read more... )

Hahahaahhaa I stole this from wickedbuzz... Lol the 5th one amused me greatly

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You know sometimes you just don't appreciate something till it's gone. Yeah that happened to me. I really do like studying in Scotland, the people are great.. and I like the degree. But.. after coming back to Helsinki it's just like, I wanna stay here forever. It's my kind of city and I just feel so at home here.. I wonder whether I always get a ( Read more... )

I am back in FINLAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoooooo finally :D I missed Hellsinki soo much :'( But yey tis me here for 3 weeks! I guess I'll be updating more later :D

P.S.: Everyone should listen to samples of the new Dope Stars Inc. CD here and if you like it, GET IT!!!!! I think they sound amazing (yet again).. ♥ Dope Stars ♥

Is it really true that LJ is dying? Someone wrote that on one of my LJ communities... I think what they meant was that people are using it less and less... nooooo... I mean I haven't really been updating in the past 3 months (understatement of the year???) but.. I think I'll always come back to livejournal. I mean I've had it since 2003! It's like ( Read more... )

A 2000 word essay for Friday... last day I managed to finish it in one NIGHT... but this time I tried to start early and it's already Wednesday and I only did a bit of research ARGHHHHHHHHHH. I hate this! I feel like I should be STRESSED more.. coz I'm curiously feeling ok about this.. it's only at like 2 am on Friday that I start panicking... ( Read more... )

Long time no update... anyway, just wanted to post a little entry since I'm starting to miss livejournal. I still read my friends page regularly though, and I'm sorry if I don't comment much (especially @ wickedbuzz. So, what's new? Nothing much, except for the fact that I'm busy doing essays and things like that. I feel really guilty for not going to tennis ( Read more... )

Soo a quick update.. so far Scotland has been really great. Although I must admit I'm not used to going to sleep at 2 am every day.. but you just can't fall asleep before that if you live in halls. And living in halls = meeting loads of great people. There's only like 5 girls on our floor, so out of the 15 (or 16??) people, the rest is guys :D ( Read more... )

How can I concentrate on studying when he lives on the same floor as me and.. yeah. It's GREAT but sucks at the same time. I mean great eye candy... and his body!! But he is so funny... I love funny guys ♥ and he was gone for 2 days and I was like WHERE ARE YOU?

I suuuuuuck I know. I hate it. But at least he's really sweet and I can talk to him.