Overall, I mostly think it's unrealistic to think anyone can be the person they thought they would at 12. We change so much through our teenage years, and even into your twenties. I don't think I'm even the same person I was at 20! (God I feel old.) I'm glad though that you think your past self would be proud of yourself now, cause you should be. :)

I always love your tumblr, and you mooching my Morrissey photos and likewise:)