mmm what'd ya say ....

[martini_kisses2]

how does one be a strong person ? 
what characteristics do others have that i lack ? 
and does even the strongest person break down ?

i can't help but feel like im letting everyone down. 
like im supposed to do so much more with my life. 
i look at people like..
my mother
father, 
mr and mrs. caprio. 
luigi
 my friends. 
and think. 
my god. 
they have had some

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[vague_disaster]

I know what you mean. I think it has a lot to do with me freaking out about graduation since Im dealing w/ a lot of that stuff right now...
but last night I cried myself to sleep because I'm pretty much just terrified. I'm afraid that I'll never be able to make a life for myself like my parents did, and that I'll never live up to their expectations.
I think about my friends and how smart and amazing they are.. and I know that I have the ability to do things, I'm just freaking out right now. =S

[onyour_porch]

you'll find your strength darling.. everybody does