well haha if u wanna know what i did last night theres a lonnnnng discription in maggies journal die_die_die_ if u wanna read it... yeah and kaleb was drunk down in florida.. haha hes really a good friend.. im glad for that... i think god did a few things for me the night of randalls party... well ummm manda cut my hair.. it looks good (i think) ( Read more... )

let me say this first.. im not looking for an "awww im sorry" so dont fucking give it to me ( Read more... )

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im not getting any better.. im trying.. really.... but i just was so happy for like 2 weeks but i miss having people that care about me.. people that can hug me and really mean it, friends... i wanna feel like someone actually loves me for me...

someone help me please.....

well yeah this is like the the fuckin 4th entry like this.. i know...

i got a ride home from kaleb last night, which was really weird. its like i feel so bad because i want to be friends with him but i guess maybe hes not willing to accept that thats all we are gonna be ever. i just wish that there was that one person ya know that would just love to be around me and hang out with me and that would go out of his way ( Read more... )

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wow.. i never thought id actually be able to go to windy gap... especially when i just asked my mom this morning.. haha well you never know how things are gonna turn out... im a little nervous just cuz i dont know anyone but hey... im going to work on this whole religion thing.. i just need to be accepted for who i am..... so yeah.. umm today was ( Read more... )

this is my journal dammit and im gonna write the one thing that is bugging me most.. idc how many people read it or w/ever

im not on speaking terms with the person i lost my virginity to A MONTH AGO

how would that make you feel?