ahh.. i am so bored
It’s cold outside, maybe even raining.
She can’t even tell she has been out here so long.
Sitting by herself, alone… in the darkness.
The clouds are gray, covering the whole sky.
She wishes someone would come,
She doesn’t need any more spectators,
Watching her suffer, watching her soak up this rain.
She can hardly feel anymore, everything is just so cold.
She is almost numb, but wishes for the warmth.
The warmth she felt on those black-clouded nights,
The warmth she cannot have.
She saw the sun break through the clouds,
But it went away again… just like it always does.
So predictable, just like humanity,
Always trying to bring you down,
No real care for the ones they love.
As she sits alone, her defense increases
She pushes away everyone who tries to help,
Anyone who cares.
She is a lost soul, not yet to be heard.
A lost soul who laughs and smiles,
She lives in the shadows,
With no one who understands
She is a lost soul who forgot how to live.