stupid decisions suck

[marvelboy324]

ok well i found a keyboard of sorts so i decided to make a real entry. well to set shit straight i got caught smoking at school and i got assist for 10 days and a court date in a month. IM NOT EXPELLED despite rumors. ive decided ive been smoking way too much and im goin to to set up a temporary edge so yeah no bud or alcohol for a good long while

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[take_itall_back]

i love you wes. im sorry that happened. damn it seems like everytime you get off of whatever grounding you've been on.. you get f'd over again. once you're allowed to talk to the outside world, give me a call.
<3

[xpink_eyelinerx]

wes. damn dude. i miss talking to you everynight already. haha.
im glad you liked my note, (i didnt know if i should give it to you or not)
im proud of you for taking a break from everything right now.
and i will watch over everything for you, like i promised.
i love you.

[sun__x__kissed]

WESS i miss u at school alreayd... thats good u didnt get expelled just assist i hope u get to come back soon....BIG nick has to walk me to second block now, since u are gone.
I a realy proud of u that u are goin to cut back. thats realy good. i hope it goes well. U can always talk to me if u need to. and just stay cool and relax it realy helps the situation.
<3

[count_the_cards]

Ohh man..... I'm really sad now. That's the reason you've been gone. I saw someone get pulled over lastnight in the sams club parking lot and it was bernadettes car and i got really scared, so i called you. I guess that was an omen trying to tell me something was wrong and in fact it is! This really sucks. I'm so sorry! I really hope you are ok. Thinking is good though. It helped me out alot when I left the "group" and started to think about life and me and the way i want things to be. I've changed alot b/c of my contemplative times! But for the good. It's a good thing, wat you are doin. In every persons life they will come to a fork in the road that says continue or decide. I choose decide and now i have a hole new aspect on life and it is great! I wish you luck, and i send my love wes!!!!!!

Love always !!!! Heather

[anonymous]

Wes...oh man, i feel like such a loser posting in your LJ when i don't even have one anymore haha but i have to since we are sort of "restricted" from eachother at the moment. I just wanted to tell you how much I respect the decisions you've made about trying to take it easy for awhile (it has made me stop and really think about my own as well). I care about you so much that it hurts and I would do anything to be in your arms for even a SECOND right now...even if it meant walking a thousand miles barefoot, across sharp rocks...I know what it feels like to be alone with your thoughts and its going to be hard to face the things you've somehow managed to block out. But if there's one thing I know is true it is that you are an amazing, strong, and unbelievably intelligent guy and i know you can tolerate just about any situation and work through it...you don't need some stupid green plant to control your thoughts and feelings and waste all of your money because you are BETTER THAN THAT....I know this because I just happened to be the

[count_the_cards]

Awwww bernadette your such a good girlfriend! That was really sweet.

~hk