I can't even begin to describe how much that hurt...
Yes, there is at least one thing that can make me cry...
I hope I'll be able to stop...
I'll do better
I'll try harder
I'm sorry

I had a good time at the date function we had this weekend. Turns out Ben didn't find me a date, but by some stroke of luck, there was a date for me there anyway. She had to drive home, so no drinking for her, but nevertheless, had an awesome time. I'm still convinced that I have zero girl skills, but it seemed to me like she had a decent time ( Read more... )

today was a day of awesome. just the whole day went well.
that makes me happy.
if I could get my hands on "Serious Awesomeness", that would make the day the one of the coolest days ever.
*smirk*

so, apparently, I'm an attractive person, at least to some degree. That's kind of a weird concept to me. It's never seemed to me that girls found me attractive, or that I meet any of societies standards of what is attractive in a person.
This is gonna take some getting used to...

despair, I never really connected that word to a feeling ( Read more... )

seems like I'm always moving, always doing something. While that means that I have something to do all hte time, it also means I don't get a chance to take a break, and it's killing me ( Read more... )

What with it being another Valentine's day, and me spending it alone once again, I was thinking about what I really want in a girl ( Read more... )

I came across an idea the other day, that of the ladder theory ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about this in the last few days, and I've realized that I have some pretty serious self-respect issues ( Read more... )

And I have now taken a huge step to make me into the person that I want to be. I am now pledging Phi Kappa Theta, and I believe this will help me considerably. I should probably go to sleep now, but alas, I cannot, I have imbided too much, and I'd probably fall out of my loft. But I am proud to say that I am the last of my pledge class standing.