i had this job interview the other day for a really good job. and i think it went well. i wish they would have just told me i got the job right then and there. it would have been much better because if i did get it i could go tell my current job to go fuck themselves. but instead i have to wait and see and still work at the same hell hole in the ( Read more... )

i got in a car accident the other day. it was my first one. man was it crazy. i couldnt believe it happened. my car got fixed allready for no money but there still determining whos fault it was. dang this sucks. oh well.

false alarm. my friend is okay. im glad too.

this cool guy i met at the psycho ward just tryed to kill himself again the other night, then last night he put another suicide note on myspace. i hope hes alright. i really do. i dont have his number anymore so i cant call him. im worried. :(

im so bored in this stupid town, there is nothing to do but to get drunk and work, watch tv, and sleep. plus very expensive places to live. im back at my parents house and there is no privacy, plus my dad is on summer break so there is no sleeping in anymore. i feel like im 12 again, where my opinion on anything doesnt matter and i have to do what ( Read more... )

i hate working in the evenings. because my whole day is ruined from the start. as soon as i wake up i have this constant anxiety about going and i have to count down the hours until i have to start getting ready. blah. if this is my only complaint today then my life must be pretty good. because i dont mind actually being at work its just the hours ( Read more... )

my name is mary mary mary.... and im so cool cool cool... my name is mary mary mary... and im so cool cool cooool!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am silly silly silly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

its weird being home, but i am getting used to it. ive been reading alot lately which is a big accomplishment for me which im excited about. yay. anyways, i have so much free time and i dont think i know how to use it wisely. ive been doing better since december, i lost some weight, got a new boyfriend, and have been trying to figure out things for ( Read more... )

blah. i hate changing time in my life. when everything is all fucked up and nothing makes sense. the time where all these disisions arise and if i make the wrong one what will happen. its a very tricky time and id rather things be simple again. poop.

well i am officially living back home now. what a loser. oh well at least there is no rent.