meant to be doesnt even begin to describe it. i believe in fate...yes that's it ( Read more... )

so school started. it's weird driving up to SB and not actually living there. but i am happy...i really couldnt live in IV again i would be miserable. so far i've only had one class but it doesnt seem like it will be too much work and should be interesting ( Read more... )

why is it the things that are the best for us hurt the most? i know this is what i have to do but it's killing me. i just hope everything works out in the end. please just for once let things go my way ( Read more... )

i had to go to the emergency room last night. i was there for over 3 hours. they think i have an ovarian cyst. so now i have to go get an ultrasound and i am on a bunch of pain medication ( Read more... )

so i have lost about 6 pounds in the past month and a half and my clothes kind of feel baggy and my pants dont really fit. its kinda scary, i mean i think its just cause i am not eating all day since i am at work...and i am usually around 115 but i had been 120 for almost a year. i dunno i just hope i'm not sick ( Read more... )

it's amazing how i can just sit with this one person, watching TV until 4 in the morning in each others arms and think it is the most wonderful thing ever.

i feel truly happy when i'm with him.

<3

so one of my best friends is moving to england on friday and i still havent seen her all summer. going to have to try and see her sometime this week ( Read more... )

stop making my heart race

actually, don't stop

my butt hurts. chase's spa likes to eat it, it like cuts up my butt and the back of my legs. its quite painful, but the guys wear boardshorts so it doesnt bother them ( Read more... )

so last night made me remember that i have really awesome friends that i dont get to see nearly enough ( Read more... )