I feel incredibly guilty for feeling so low - because Katie and Sam have had their baby and I thought I'd coped so well when I had my miscarriage, but I think the grief must have been tucked away somewhere because it's all come spilling out since Ebby's new little half sister was born yesterday. I couldn't controll my grief last night and couldn't ( Read more... )

This short film is made for people who are close to someone who suffers with ME. As many of you know, I have advanced ME, and would appreciate if you could take the time to watch this video and pass it on to others for them to watch, to raise awareness of the illness.

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I lost the baby yesterday.

I had a bleed today, and it was very painfull. I just got back from the doctors now and it's not looking good. I have to go back on Thursday and they're going to give me a scan. The doctor said it could be an implantation bleed and I'm not sure this is right. I still feel pregnant but it was like I had a period, then it's stopped again ( Read more... )

I've noticed significant changes with my body already, even though I'm only just under 6 weeks gone. I have a small bump, and my boobies are heavy and swollen... Bob said he's noticed changes aswell - it's all amazing. I keep having to pee every hour or so. I didn't think a visible bump was normal at this stage, it's so early, but apparently ( Read more... )

OK so far we've come up with these names that we really like for the baby.

If it's a boy, Noah Alexander. Noah because I we just really like the name, and Alexander is my brother's name.

If it's a girl, Seren Evelyn. Seren is Welsh for star, and Evelyn we just like :)

Me and Chel a bit tipsy (just before I got pregnant)..


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My due date is December 9th.. this is all happening so quickly, we've only be trying for about 6 weeks and I got pregnant almost straight away ( Read more... )