so today i missed church and i feel like a heathen. that is not the happiness way. i have to clean. that is also not the happiness way. my cat is lying in a sunbeam, stretched out napping. that is the happiness way ( Read more... )

So i went to a team meeting tonight and hung out with a short indian millionaire and his very round wife. it was fun. everyone was happy. jeremiah and i didnt qualify yet for the leadership so we hung out in the car for two hours being goofy waiting for it to be over so we could sneak in to the knight owl that never happened. i tied his tie around ( Read more... )

i hope just having fun doesnt mean just giving in because its easier.

so its decades or something. woops ( Read more... )

When The Pawn Hits The Conflicts He Thinks Like A King ( Read more... )

at the food pantry today one of the old women broke into song and then rushed into the sanctuary and started on the piano. she then told me the story of how she used to work in a meat packing plant in north carolina until the cold gave her double pnuemonia and she had to quit because they discovered that she had the same respiratory trouble that ( Read more... )

in two days, i will officially be two centuries old. isn't that strange? i'm married, i'm 20, i'm fairly successful and soon to be much more successful.am i where i thought i was going to be at 20? absolutely not. if i even had an idea of what i wanted, it was a much more cosmopolitan ideal and much less of a home life family kind of thing. and my ( Read more... )

when i think about rain, i think about singing. when i think about singing its a heavenly tune. when i think about heaven i think about angels. when i think about angels i think about you ( Read more... )

sometimes i think the meaning is lost on purpose ( Read more... )

well its three o clock in the morning, we're home from an impromptu knight owl at davey's house. we watched the terminal, which is an amazing movie. maybe one of my favorites. i'm still pensive. i'm wrestling my pride to the ground and realizing that, although i may be right and most likey am right...i really don't care anymore about it. i stand ( Read more... )