i like don't even know what i did today. im so tired. ive slept liek five hours each night since last saturday. and im soo not functioning.

oh my god, malley is an AWFUL driver. like terrible. okay we were driving and he's going like fifty miles over the speed limit and he hit liek eight mailboxes and we went through a wall. oh my god it was fucking scary as hell. he's such a bad driver. im never getting in a car with him again.

So today is my birthday. weird. i dont know it wasn't exactly what i expected. i woke up this morning and my mom gave me a really sweet card. that was nice. then i went downstairs to eat my birthday donut and they gave me the wrong donut- it wsa supposed to be pink sprinkles but they gave me a st. patricks day donut. like wtf who would want a st. ( Read more... )

im so sick of all this shit. yuck. i am not a slut i am not a slut i am not a slut. get over it.

my dad just called me a nasty little bitch- to my face. and then found it necessary to add the word bitch to the end of all of his sentences when speaking to me. sweet. i laughed real real hard in his face. and then he left and i cried.

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wow.. i just wanna say that i now think jess desilva is like one of the coolest people i know.. im not kidding either- that sounded a little sarcastic. but i mean it. and jess thank you so much.. like you completely made my day. cuz it was wicked shitty.

i talked to shane last night. which was awesome. because i miss him so much- i like didn't ( Read more... )

okay so today was so so weird. last night chris and i fixed things so i was like okay, and today i walk into school and find out that people are liek calling me a whore? because i kissed someone?? yeah. im such a slut. i dont know why it bothers me so much. but liek it really fucking does. liek the entire day i was pissed off about it. and like if ( Read more... )

aw i wanna cry. :(

ahh i really hope i didn't fuck things up. damnittt.

three days! today i went and ordered my cake. its marble cake with buttercream frosting. this is my cake :-D
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someone stole fifty dollars from me at the dance. and all my cards. including my cvs extra care card. i am really really upset. so everyone comment on how bad you feel for me.

tonight was fun.. except the stealing thing. i met paul.. who is wicked cool.. thats about it. byee