( I'm drowning in assholes. )

I just despise how I've been feeling lately.
I hope that it's for the reason that I think.
I hope that tomorrow helps.
I know this weekend will.

My grades aren't what they could be.
I hope I can bring them up.

You drive me nuts.
I'm a bad person, but I have a new icon.

It's weird how long its ( Read more... )

I leave for Chicago on Thursday.
I'll be back Saturday night.
I've got money to spend and pictures to take.

I like Mr. Schopieray even more
when he helps me after school.
I might not even fail my Chem II test now.

I need a haircut & dieting is really hard.

Things I need to do:
! Pack for my trip
! Study, study, study
! Set up my sewing ( Read more... )

My birthday was wonderful.
I'm a horrible penpal.
I say what I think.
I think you're too self-centered.
And I think you're dramatic.
And a big fat liar.
[Clouds in my coffee, baby.]
Chicago in less than two weeks.
But no homecoming dance for me.
I have the most wonderful telephoto
lens in the whole wide world.

School starts tomorrow.
My Batman backpack is all ready to go
and my outfit is all picked out.
I still act like a 4th grader when
it comes to the first day of school.
What's even cuter is that my dad
helped me decide what to wear.

Things feel amazing.
I don't think I could be happier.

Not that it matters to most of you, but...

My school schedule:
1-Great Works w/ Trice
2-AP Psych. w/ Stormont
3-Trig. w/ Braden
4-AP Govt. w/Howe
5-AP Lit. w/ Knudson
6-Adv. Chemistry w/ SchoiperayThat just doesn't sound like much fun at all ( Read more... )

But the thing that makes me want to cry is that I'm losing the best friend I've ever had.

I feel good ( Read more... )

I just thought you should know
that I plan on running away from you.
Yes, you.

I'm deleting my Myspace. I'm
going to write in the journal
that 95% of you don't have
access to. I'm going to disappear.

Just say what you fucking mean.
Sugar coating is for sissies.

I like my eyes.
(They're the bluest when I'm crying.)