lets give it up for...

the new year.....and.....t.v.

new years resolution:  actually accomplishing something in my life 
and to stop being such a negative nancy.

my life can only get better...no lie....nooooooooo lie.

honestly..all the bad shit is already happening to me..and there can't be anymore left.

fuck growing up.
i don't kno what responsibility is.
im a procrastinator.

i cause shit for myself and thats what pisses me off cause i can't blame ANYONE but myself.
its all because i don't like facing my ( Read more... )

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no big deal or anything but  this weekend killed my ass.

so firday me and liz went to jacks then masons it was fun.

then saturday me liz and erin decided to go downtown and tailgate for fla/ga
it was fun until i lost my keys.....became uncontrollable....and couldn't remember anything

i kno im immature.
i kno i have a substance abuse problem.
i kno i can' ( Read more... )

so im hungry

andddd i haven't had cheesecake in 4 days.
haven't smoked a cigarette in 3 days.
i was at the lake with lily: her family/my family
it was sweet....soo much food...i don't even wanna think about it.
i ate more crunchy cheetos and brocoli salad this weekend than i ever have in my life.
i woke up at like 8:30 each morning this weekend and it ( Read more... )

Note to self:  i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go to school.i need to go ( Read more... )

i still don't feel myself.

give me a break.

i have school tomorrow and basically i DO NOT want to go.

but then again....i never wanna go.

can WE just runaway to Hawaii already?

sometimes things just suck.

and right now things suck.

it happens right?.....right.

i'll get over it....i always do.

i don't act the same.....why?.....i don't kno.......stresss?

my birthday was saturday ....and it didn't even feel like it.

am i numb?..............................well...maybe.

it seems i don't really care about anything....i hate that.

i'm ( Read more... )

schools going good.

shit sucks.

but it will get better.

my car is getting fixed today so ole' ronalds gonna run like new.

i don't get some things.

haven't been feeling myself lately.

there is alot that is depressing.

and i have no job which means i have no money.

its whatever.

i wish everybody would just get high.