thursday - billy, monica and i drove down to l.a. to see dir en grey play with the deftones. we missed the deftones and fall of troy on purpose but missed part of diru on accident. kyo cut himself and it was most awesome. we waited around at the wrong entrance after diru making fun of kids playing "duck duck shinya" -_- monica got video of it. we ( Read more... )

im so incredibly frustrated about money right now. i feel like im going to explode, or implode, or punch someone driving a mercedes ...or maybe all of that at once.

i dont have enough money to really do anything right now. next week is going to be super lame because im sure i'll have to spend more than i want to this weekend. monica, billy and i are ( Read more... )

even though i wont be putting in my 2 weeks notice for a while now ive been working up my "i quit" speech to give to jay. im going to leave out all of my complaints about how the gossip, bad management and basically being part of a coroporation run by men who by and large have never worked in retail. mostly im just going to tell him that i cant ( Read more... )

my journal posting seems to be more and more inconsistent lately. a couple of days ago i realized that its because i have no mental stimulation these days. i have nothing to rant about (other than work), nothing to mull over or issues to figure out how i feel about by using this journal. ive stopped caring about all the idiots on the interwebs so ( Read more... )

sometimes it seems like this lj is just a list of the stupid shit i buy ( Read more... )

i gave in and bought this rooster skirt

http://www.forever21.com/product.asp?catalog_name=FOREVER21&category_name=81Bottoms&product_id=2034002862&page=1

it is fluffier on me than it looks in the picture. im going to find a way to make it lolita *nods* rooster lolita heh

i have very very few things to say that arent me whining about the usual stuff - clothing, weight, money, etc.

i started an embroidery project a while ago and it is comming along nicely. i'd say i'll post pictures but i probably will forget.

here are some purikura. one set is me and amber and the other is me and monica.


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i still havent worked up the balls to put together my destined-to-be-shitty resume and send it in to the museum. i found that there is an indian gallery/small museum near me so i may try to volunteer there. im for sure going to take some sort of class at a junior college this summer though. i cant handle being away from art studios. there are a ton ( Read more... )

i hate my job. after hanging out with ambur today i know for sure that dont want to stay there. here's the problem though - because of my lack of experience all i can do is be a receptionist or work in retail somewhere else. the san jose museum of art is hiring an assistant to the curator but i cant decide if i should apply.

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