Yesterday walking home in the very windy, very cold sleet, attempting to hold down my skirt was quite distressing. The whole day yesterday was distressing ( Read more... )

I feel so sick. I went to dinner with Dave's family Saturday but I had to go home early because I almost threw up. I hate the feeling of needing to throw up and not actually doing it. Today I was extremely nauseated, dizzy, and tired. I got next to no sleep last night because of heat/nightmares/stomach ache. Blah. I think it's a virus because ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up and went to feed my guinea pigs and found these three cuties.


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Here's a random picture I took today.

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Because I don't think anyone even reads. I mean besides Nick I suppose? It's just nice to have a half-secret journal that I can vent anything to. Yeah ( Read more... )

Oh my it was so nice to wake up to Kelly being here. I missed seeing her so much.
Sue Johanson was on the Ellen show today! Man, she's an all right old woman. I wish I had Oxygen so I could watch her more. I will never forget the episode of her showing a woman how to give good oral sex. Haha.

Ugh, what a weird upsetting day. I did something stupid in the morning and Dave yelled at me and I just cried the whole ride to the inspection station. I also cleaned out my fish tank and sucked up Zig the eel and accidentally flushed him. :( I was upset because I was giving Dave his fish out of my tank, and Zig was especially his favorite. He ( Read more... )

I'm seriously loosing it with this waking up crying from my nightmares. They are getting worse. I hate feeling empty like this. It's not like people don't notice there's something wrong. Dreams should not have this type of effect on my entire day. It's so wrong and distressing. I just want to end the ridiculousness of it. I just want to hurt ( Read more... )

I wish there was something to take so you couldn't have, or remember nightmares.  Mine are persistent, and progressively getting more traumatizing.  I suppose not to have a nightmare, you have to abstain from sleeping.  Like STDs are to sex..

I've realized I do better spending time with Jess when no one else is around.  We both do.  Monday we ( Read more... )

I cut my hair.  Dave really likes it, and I'm very glad.  I just got bored..like I do.