my kingdom for a kiss upon the shoulder

[maryzero]

The other day, this guy I've been seeing came over and I was excited about seeing him until he actually got here. I was turned off. Rather than propagate negative vibes, I told him that I don't know what's come over me, and (politely as I could) turned him away after only an hour or so. Not the first time this has happened. I was upset about

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[citriz]

I think you at the zenith of your potential will transform you into Becca, destroyer of worlds

[citriz]

Rather, you're not destined to be a martyr, but you're going to be a person who I will look up to one day.

Go go gadget word-choice.

[maryzero]

haha thanks, I don't like the idea of becoming a martyr.

and Maslow suggest that people come to self-actualization through some sort of mystical, spiritual experience that happens to them. I, like you, believe people can come to it simply by being aware that it can happen and remain conscientious of the way they live. I want us to all be there together

and then I want to mount a Howitzer on my Neon, while we're on the subject.

[citriz]

Or just mount a howitzer, am i rite? :O

That would be the most amazing Neon ever.

[hipotmeetkettle]

Jeff Buckley = Damn child, you consistently have amazing taste in music.

Otherwise I'll pose a more serious response to your ultimate question when I'm more drunk and further away from my roommate (aka two hours from now.)